A Miracle in Love

Sabtu, 19 Januari 2008

I’m feeling lonely in a room full of people. Staring at my computer screen with an empty gaze.
I don’t really know what should be written, but I try. So I began touching my keyboard and type a word.

For many days my heart is empty and my mind is messed. My hope has gone away from me without any notice, and I didn’t know when or where.

Last night, in my bed, I realized about something. Some thought that for a long time was away, or in fact, I tried to get it away.
I became surprised and wonder how the movies can touch and change me in the way that I couldn’t believe it.

After a long time, I got relieved. I wake up! I wasn’t somebody like that. When I looked at you, I dreamed someday you’ll be mine.

I walked along the way to find you, but I didn’t reach you.
Knocked every door I found, but with no reply.
I shouted at everybody passed me, but they just saw me sadly and said “Lady, just wake up!”

No, I don’t want to!

So, I turned around and ran again to any place I found. Shouted your name, hoping you’ll hear from the place you’re hiding.
But again, I couldn’t reach you.
I ran and ran again…Till I have no power anymore.

I got tired. Of everything. My tears began to run across my cheek. My sweat ran all over my body. I was too tired to move my leg anymore, but I couldn’t stop asking my self these questions…

Where could I find you?
When could I touch your beautiful face? For how long I have to wait?
I cried and cried again…
And suddenly I realized… And down…
Will you talk to me if I have time to see you? Will you hold my hand and looking at me tenderly? Will you miss me if I wasn’t at your side?

I sighed deeply…
I don’t even know you. And so do you.

You’re someone from the other world I couldn’t be with. But unfortunately, someone who could be seen clearly.
It’s almost an impossible hope.
You’re Sunshine, whom everyone likes to see, and me—I’m just someone who is down to the earth. There’s no chance for us to be one. There’s no reason for me to keep hoping.

But, maybe there is…
If only a miracle could be happened. For me. For both of us…
Someday. Somewhere. Somehow…
Would it be?
(tulisan ini bukan tulisanku, entah punya siapa, aku lupa, tapi aku suka...Thanks yah)